stressss

oh man, i wonder why is my stress tolerance level so freaking low?! early preparation will help i guess. haha

anyway, my darling has not been feeling well for the past few days, and esp even when herself dunno whether if it's gastric or heart pain. this makes me so worried can? grrrr. to my dear if u;re reading this, take care of urself and do tell me whenever u're not feeling well, cos we still have a lifetime together. so if u're not feeling well for a lifetime(CHOY!), i will take care and worry for u for a lifetime as well.

alright, back to my books... yawn

you and I

today is the 16th day since i confessed my feelings. That moment was full of shyness and anticipation, no words can describe how i feel. but yet now, i truely madly in love that it hurts tomuch when fears of rejections called in. i should have understand more about your feelings before making those remarks. i'm sorry darling, that's because i have already treat u as an inseparable aspect of my life. i guess i will not propose out the question and let you take your time to tell me ur final answer. i've promised u not to think about this issue anymore and i won't. but yet, it sure hurts.

dilemma.

it's raining like crap these few days and it sure is dampening. i don't even want to wash my car as i believe that it's almost a certain waste of money and time.

yesterday was delightful. i watched money no enough 2(finally) and shedded tears at the last part. i think the grandma deserves an award la, better than zoe tay and fann wong. i shedded tears earlier than mj. wth la. saw aunty lily and mj walked away, making me like clueless. hahaha. dinner makes me FULL like hell. jialat. i getting fat again. STARVATION CAMPAIGN! no food for 2 days!

to my dear friend out there, hope you can get your problem sorted soon. may you make a decision most suitable for you.