i'm a NSman!

hey!! got back my NRIC finally today after being confisicated by our dear govt for 2 yrs! not a single day less!! it's a great feeling yet you'll miss it. haha

anyway, found some really funny videos that i wanted to share. here you go. the second one is really funny!

crispy skin.

2 more days to ord. cool! but kinda gonna miss it. no more jackfruit feast in office, no more geylang night trip during stay in(hahaha) and no more many stupid stuffs. hahas.

anyway, i came back from st john's island with a skin crisper than peking duck. and to think that i had suntann lotion on is like wth. i turned extremely red and look like a god damn tomato. anyway, we caught quite a bit of fishes and we started a fire using coconut husks and sticks and dried leaves. haha. and the fishes turned out extremely disgusting. LOL. it was quite fun to hang out together once in a while. haha.

met up with dutch the idiot today and got tricked into listening to his 'divisional manager' talking abt networking together with jo and kenji. 2 hours of my life gone. arsehole. got free dinner though (: still, it's not worth it. hahas.

3 more days

3 more freaking days to ORD!!

gonna go st john's island with my bunch of peeps AGAIN. for different purposes this time round though. to enjoy and relax ourselves. yeah! just that having to wake up at 730am is a killer..

and i think mum's worried that i'm turning gay. wahahaha

for you

5 more days to ORD. happy and sad. feeling kinda lost.

I have been feeling rather lethargic these days and suffering from a knn acne breakout. Fag man. I suppose what is not meant to be will not be. i not sure whether i can but i'm trying hard to restrict myself not to contact her that much but it doesn't really works. have to say that i'm really really happy whenever i receive an sms from her or whatsoever. silly huh..

However, what makes the difference is that i reply almost instantly whenever i read her sms while she takes a rather long time. seriously, when she smiles, i think she's like so beautiful. ahh,kenji gonna start bitching me again. haha. i guess i have to tell her in person, i would rather become a terren that she will say,"oh ya, i know terren" rather than "oh ya, i know terren, he's so annoying and irritating." but still, i promised to myself that i'll be there whenever she needs someone, but the thing is that only if she needs me at all in the first place..

mum has been telling me that don't take things too serious eh, because she has seen me so hurt once before. i just joked that i can think for myself better now, so fear not. I'm no longer like the 17 yrs old kid that got kinda played around with by a girl. and yes, i think i'm bullshiting to her. haha. i'm still so persistent man. i still like her, and yes i admit i still like joycelyn. i'm not gonna forget her anytime. stay happy always yeah. you look really lovely when you smile. haha. she's not gonna read this anyway. (:

ending.

come to think of it, 11 more days to the end of 2yrs. An ending to an era, a beginning to an exciting future ahead. bleah (:

I've been trying to justify whether my nsf life has been worthwhile or a completely waste of time.
1. I've learned to lead
2. handle matters with slight increased maturity and responsibilities (:
3. work better in a team
4. how to actually judge someone(quite gd at this) and cpl ramli can go eat my dump
5. being able to give a talk or presentation in front of any crowd
6. lost my freaking weight from 85kg to 67 kg
7. lastly, getting to know a fantastic bunch of people in which time shall not erase them from my memories.

They will be, not in terms of merits, Mr Kenji Sakano(kunzi), Jonathan David Teo Hian Beng(bitch), Alinilson Tay Hong wei(penguin), Nazim Gafoor(thambi), Derek Chua Yi Quan(monkey), Cliff Leong Ho Gong(Ang Moh Peng), Poon Wai Nian(poontionary), Gan Jin Hao(fuck you la dutch), Dutch Koh Kian Tiong (cock), Ho Hong Sung(IMH), Tan Aik Siang(kukruches), Hariman(tiger), Zarif (NiNa), Sekaran(nonsense), Thomas Tham Chun Pang(fuckster) and Ng Chee Wan(CWNG). thanks pals, for withstanding my nonsenses and work ethic (:

For people i respect, they will be Maj Lee Chuan Low, Lta Choo Song Heng, WO Samsuddin, Sgt Toh Kai Huat, Ltc Yap Kok Boon and Sgt Lawrence Neo (shall not deprive you of your merits)

And for those bloody suckers, they will be Cpl Ramli ( 20 over yrs regular with a rank smaller than me), Cpl Zainal (lazy shit who can't do anything), arseholes from pers(you two know who you are) and Veronica from Buona Vista. haha. why don't you people just die? (:

Alright, shall update in a few days time. Definitely before i reclaim that prestigious Pink NRIC of mine. till then (: