haven been constantly asking myself, is that the best solution? is the the best way by being selfish to myself? i seriously do not know.

looking at how happy and vibrant ur life has been is truely a console to me and i asked myself, will i be able to do that for you as well. perhaps you can say i'm not confident in myself or that i don not like you enough, but the fact is that you'll be happier without me. may you stay happy always. perhaps i should stop looking back to the past,though months have passed yet i can still feel the pinch. i doubt you're feeling the same thing. silly me.